Ok so, I can't get in contact with my friend aka accountability partner cause I would really like to get her thoughts on what has been going down. Yes my life is ever exciting (sarcastic). Everything happens at work, it has always reminded me of a soap opera that's why I never wanted to work there in the first place. A while back, a customer enters, compliments me on my hairstyle, finds out I do my own hair and now wants me to do his. This has happened to me before so, it was no shocker. I've been hesitant on if I should go ahead and do hair for men. It never settled well with me but of course people and family are telling me I should, it's money, etc etc. We exchange numbers for me to do his hair. This was my sole purpose, nothing else! I was going to do his hair after I came back from Legacy but as time goes on the dude creeps me out more and more. Don't invite yourself on my trips and you are a stranger. Don't try to get me to go anywhere with you or take you anywhere. Not about to fly with me. I noticed he begins to call me more often, too much for me cause this is suppose to be strictly professional. I finally talk to the dude and tell him that I'm not able to do his hair, schools coming up and Imma be too busy to do anything. I'm thinking koo, he won't contact me again. Not so, he still calls, of course I don't answer. He shows up at my job today. I've only seen the dude ONCE a while back from our first greeting and I'm tryin to remember if this is the same dude. I notice he keeps staring at me and talkin to me, so I figure yup! It's him. My co-worker assists him but even she found him to be creepy. I wanted to clear things up with him then and there but customers kept coming in, it wasn't the time or place to do so.

We talk later, actually about 30 - 45 minutes ago. Here I'm trying to explain to him what this is only suppose to be about (hair!) and he's fighting me tooth and nail on it going all into "well what if I need a friend to talk to and God could have set this up", "I wasn't trying to come at you like that", "You never know what could happen" blah blah. I tell him I got a mature wise Godly man for you to talk to if u need to talk and he is declining the help. My thoughts, "homey don't want no help" He goes into what if I need someone to talk to. My reponse, "I got sisters to talk to, I'm straight"  He has asked me my age. Me - "don't worry about my age, I told you before why do you want to know" Don't ask me if I have kids or not or if I'm still attending community college that you said you were going to and all of sudden aren't anymore. Don't ask me anything. Anyway I don't trust male strangers easily so don't expect me to do anything for you, take you anywhere or expect me to understand or trust you without showing any trust worthy actions cause thus far he has creeped me out more and more. Especially when he this was my 2nd time seeing him but he has seen me plenty of other times. Really! I wonder where in the heck he been seeing me at! And don't try and talk me into doing anything!

 ugh please pray for me.

hey guys.... you guys, I miss my old friend :(